Your presence still lingers here, it wont leave me alone.. this pain is just to real.
All heads are bowed in silence as I try to tell myself you are gone and without a soul I’ve become so numb.
I’m standing on the bridge, waiting in the dark bounded by the life you left behind.
These wounds wont seem to heal, just too much that time cannot erase.
You tremble at this sound, with my screaming in your itching ears.
Can you just stay a moment?
All this time, I cant believe I couldn’t see suppressed by all my childish fears.
I’m ashamed of all my somethings, all my complaints shrink into nothing but how can you see into my eyes like an open door.
As the music makes me sway thickening the air i become so lost for words.
PLEASE… don’t leave just yet!
BE MY FRIEND …
HOLD ME…
I can feel you all around me, warm me up.
HELP…
I’ve done it again worse part there’s no one else to blame. These wounds wont seem to heal and so i cry.
BREATHE ME…
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears, when you scream I’d fight away all of your fears. This pain is just to real, I held your hand through all of these years.
Holding on to what I’m feeling, I can feel you on my fingertips my arms are outstretched towards you as my hands floats up above me.
I BEGAN TO FADE
THE LIGHT IS WHITE
… AND THEN I FINALLY SEE YOU!!

Thoughts into words is basically me sharing with everyone whats going on inside of my head, which I’m allowing my readers to view it as if they are me. Everything i write about is honest, true and with real emotions. But heres the thing.. Not every word is mine and what i mean by that is i’ll use quotes and poems mashing, mixing and wording them into something completely different. Making them 100% into my own thing which lets me share my thoughts while giving me the escape i need from them.